The Self Improvement Paradox: Why Achieving More Can Make You Feel Less
How to achieve personal growth without sacrificing your well-being
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Today’s essay: If achieving more is making you feel less, it’s time to rethink success. Discover how to avoid betterment burnout and grow smarter, not harder. If you’re new, consider subscribing below to join our growing community and get the next essay direct to your inbox:
Have you ever felt like you're on a never-ending treadmill, constantly chasing the best version of yourself yet always falling short?
This relentless pursuit of self-improvement, driven by a culture that idolizes productivity hacks, fitness regimens, and dietary protocols, promises fulfillment but often delivers exhaustion. Instead of leading us to a better self, our efforts often devolve into relentless striving and overwhelm. Welcome to the world of betterment burnout, where opportunities turn into obligations, and the quest for growth becomes a source of frustration rather than satisfaction.
“The curious paradox,” said Carl Rogers, one of America’s most respected psychologists, “is that when I accept myself just as I am, then I can change.” This sentiment is at the heart of our dilemma: pursuing change often springs from non-acceptance, breeding perpetual dissatisfaction.
But what if the secret to real growth and contentment lies not in relentless self-optimization but in embracing our inherent worth?
The Allure and Illusion of Constant Self-Improvement
My father believed in self-improvement and lived by a simple philosophy: “The best investment you can make is in yourself.” Growing up, I watched him live this belief, dedicating himself to exercise, discipline, and a regimented life of continuous growth.
In high school, I discovered the classic self-help books that promised a roadmap to success and happiness.
Titles like "How to Win Friends and Influence People" and "The Power of Positive Thinking" ushered me toward what I believed was an ideal version of myself. This path led me to adopt a lifestyle marked by stringent dietary rules, intense exercise plans, and a constant chase for personal achievement.
I adhered to a Spartan diet, convinced that sacrifice equaled success. I avoided fats, simple carbohydrates, and Dairy Queen sundaes. I opted to go hungry at social gatherings rather than eat chips and treats.
The gym became my sanctuary—and my prison.
I gave up Friday nights and sunny Saturdays to sweat and toil, meticulously logging every set and rep in pursuit of transforming my ectomorph body. Yet, with each gym session, satisfaction eluded me, obscured by my blind ambition.
The Problem with Perpetual Betterment
Eventually, I burned out constantly trying to improve myself. Instead of finding satisfaction, I ended up reinforcing my feeling of inadequacy. The desire to improve was not the problem. Treating self-improvement like a business plan—measurable, efficient, and utterly devoid of joy—was.
When effort is reduced to a means to an end, we miss the whole point. Reading a book becomes less about enjoying learning and more about checking it off the list. Exercise switches from enjoyable experience to painful duty. Life’s vibrancy gets crushed under the weight of self-imposed goals and societal expectations, replaced by monotonous grind.
Relentless optimization sucks the joy out of activities that, when approached with a mindset of self-acceptance, can be sources of fulfillment and happiness.
The Turning Point
It wasn’t until I was mentally and physically exhausted that I questioned what I was doing. In my single-minded pursuit of improvement, I had lost sight of why I started in the first place. Was it for my well-being, or was I driven by a deep-seated need for external validation and a fear of not being enough? That’s when I shifted from self-improvement to self-acceptance.
Breaking free from betterment burnout is about reclaiming joy and aliveness, recognizing that self-improvement should enhance our lives, not reduce life to a means to an end.
Growth is not about grinding it out but about doing things you’re into. It’s remembering why you’re doing what you’re doing. It’s about embracing the moment and finding satisfaction along the way, not just in the outcome.
The Power of Self-Acceptance
Self-acceptance does not mean becoming complacent.
Instead, you’re changing the lens through which you view growth. You are enough, even as you strive to learn, evolve, and mature. Self-acceptance moves you from strain and struggle to curiosity, joy, and contentment.
Actionable Steps Toward Self-Acceptance
Reflection and Realization: Start by reflecting on your motivations for self-improvement. Ask yourself whether internal desires or external pressures drive these. The goal is to identify and acknowledge the unconscious beliefs that drive us toward relentless self-betterment.
Setting Compassionate Goals: Rethink how you set goals. Shift from outcomes based on societal standards to ones that resonate with your true self. Your goals should emphasize process and internal satisfaction over external validation.
Cultivating Mindfulness and Gratitude: Integrate practices that foster mindfulness and gratitude into your daily activities. Mindfulness keeps us present and reduces the compulsion to constantly strive for more, while gratitude helps us appreciate our current self and how far we’ve come.
Building a Supportive Community: Surround yourself with people who value you for who you are, not just for what you achieve. A supportive community helps reinforce that your worth isn’t tied to your productivity or accomplishments.
The Path Forward: Living with Self-Acceptance
Self-acceptance helped me discover the ease and contentment that had eluded me in my days of relentless self-improvement.
Activities I once viewed as chores to achieve an ideal self became sources of satisfaction. Instead of doing what I thought I should, I started doing what I wanted. Instead of tracking what I did, I just did it and enjoyed it. Instead of mindlessly grinding it out, I learned to listen to my body and mind.
You don’t need to be fixed or reshaped according to external ideals but rather understood and accepted as you are. By embracing your true self, you allow for fulfillment and freedom unattainable through the endless cycle of betterment burnout.
Living authentically allows you to experience life more fully, engage with your passions more deeply, and connect with others more genuinely.
A Rewarding Path
Self-acceptance and authentic living are our most challenging yet rewarding paths. They offer a life not of perpetual self-improvement but of ongoing self-discovery and profound, meaningful growth.
Thank you for walking this path with me. Let’s continue to explore, grow, and embrace the joy of living authentically together.
Keep learning to accept yourself,
Ryan
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No fiber in my body would disagree with you, Ryan.
I always fell victim to videos and concepts of "self-improvement YouTubers", who told me I should've completed this one thing already yesterday- you always feel behind.
Although they do have a point sometimes, constant grinding is not sustainable.
Furthermore, real growth comes from within. We can acquire this one certain skill, but if our hearts and minds are not in alignment, it will not matter.
True growth can be achieved when it is in a topic we truly desire.
Thank you, Ryan. There's an interestingly fine line between what I deem true self-acceptance and engaging in the practices and disciplines, consistently, that allow me to truly accept myself. Freedom, as always, is right in the middle somewhere, imho.